Thursday 3 Kislev

There are days that I wish would never end and then there are days that I would like to forget. There are days when it's clear and everything makes sense, when there is harmony between my מח and my לב (mind and heart). When the words of prayer flow from my lips and Torah I am learning resonates deep within. Those days are a gift from Hashem. Then there are days when I’m numb and despair, when the fog in my head affects the emotions I feel. And yet I persist, with hope and faith that these days will be my gift to Hashem.